as i browse through my blog post 3 years ago, i have grew more mature
there are many incidents which i think it's pretty childish, but i did it back then. hah! nevermind, shall not mention what i have done!
sometime ago, someone posted his photo when he was young. i got so inspired and search for mine. i can't believe my mom still kept it in the cupboard, i though everything was threw away when we moved house.
there were pictures where i was riding a tiger at Haw Par Villa, taking picture at Genting Hotel lobby with the elephants and grandmother carrying me while im watching my brother playing soccer, and other more.
i really miss those time! everyday was so simple, there's nothing to bother you. i still remember i was so amazed when staples came up with so many colours and i bought orange, red, green ,dark blue and gold. i cant finish it of course, but im happy with my loot :D
now as a grown up, there are times which i have to do some self-reflection on what i have previously done and tried not to commit something as silly again or said something which someone would curse me. maybe this is one reason which i have become soooo mature!
on another note, i started thinking why do we have to live such a long life. my parents worked everyday to earn a living, complaining how sucky their colleague are and provide me with means to study. i think as a singaporean, our happiness level is quite low! there are no breaks for adult, even for students, we are studying like crazy! :(
some people scolded me crazy for travelling because im not saving it for my future education or whatever. but i think all this are worthwhile. i may not be rich, but im happy with how i live. i need not be earning big bucks, i just need the satisfactions i get for everything i did.
if everything goes well, i will be flying to Italy to see the Eiffel Tower coming April! yay! (i knew Eiffel Tower is at Paris, just being lame!)